my life is so mess up...
i do not know what to hold on..
im lost in this uncertainty..
i hate being in this state..
for the 1st time in my life..
i feel i hate waiting..

you are my only reason to hold on
im so scared to lose u baby

You never fails to amaze me every morning..


Love you to the bits
My pipi weirdo :*

Waking up in the morning, feeling so in love..

I love you so much pi..
thank you for reminding me daily how much i love you.
I love you like i have never love another :*

Baby, what happen??

What should i do???
I wish I can have a clone here to manipulate people and be there for you.

It's killing me to see you like this and i can do nothing.

Dear God, tell me what to do *tears drop*

Dear U & U..

I'm sorry to make u stuck in my life. To feel hurt, betrayed and worry.
So many differences, so many difficulty of communicating..
I've tried.. No difference..
U say i never talk.. But did u ask? Did u even care to listen?

All u did was blame me for being ego, don't know how to take care of myself.
All u did is give me medicine and treat that.
I'm sorry for being weak.. I'm sorry to cause u so much trouble.
Have u ever ask why am i even like this? BIG NO!
U never find the root of the problems.

I know u did care for me, u love me.. but hello..
U always thought the way u love me is the love i wanted.

U said I'm ego. But when u know everything i did for u all...
All i get is scolding "why are u so stupid?"
WHY? Cause i don't know who to talk to.. U just never listen... U think all u want.. U listen to only what u want.

Did u know why i wanted to kill myself last time? Its not because i failed the exams.
Its cause I'm so scared that i will put u both on shame. But what i get is scolding.
U never ask.. even when i want to tell.. theres just never a good time..

I baptised cause it gave me strength.. If not because of the commanmends stated in the bible.
That day i have jumped down.. But did u ask? All u did was blame me being too rushy and childish in making decision.

I gave up the things i treasure the most for u all.. But what i get from u when i told u that is "You always blame people" HELLO u are the one tell me to talk, to tell u what im going thru.. but yet u blame me back.
When i keep quiet u blame me don't wanna talk. I really don't know how to react anymore.

Lets Waddles Together !

When a male penguin fall in love with a female penguin,
He searches the entire beach to find the perfect pebble to present her.
When he finally finds it, he waddles over to her
And places the pebble right in front of her
Just like a proposal...

I love him as i have never love another or ever will again.
He deserve my perfect pebble.
I love him with all my heart, with all my being and with all my soul.

Lets waddles together till the end!

Hey hey hey
Are you okay? Are you having hangover?
Did you have trouble sleeping last night?

Oh baby...
I just realised i might have fall for you more than i know.
I'm really mad like what people say.. madly in love with you dear.